Leading Only As I Follow

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CB054586Today I read the stories of Manasseh and Josiah, kings of Judah. Manasseh was the worst king Judah had. 2 Chronicles 33:9 says “So Manasseh seduced Judah and the inhabitants of Jerusalem to do more evil than the nations whom God destroyed before the children of Israel.” He eventually humbled himself before God and repented, but not before he had done irreparable damage to the spiritual life of the nation. Then when his grandson Josiah becomes king, things start to change. 2 Chronicles 34:33 sums his reign up as follows, ” Thus Josiah removed all the abominations from all the country that belonged to the children of Israel and made all who were present in Israel diligently serve the Lord their God. All his days, they did not depart from following the Lord God of their fathers.”

Without getting into politics, leaders have a tremendous influence in the spiritual direction and health of a nation. (We don’t call them leaders for nothing.) While I may not be a national political leader, I have my own areas of influence. How am I doing? Is my attitude seducing my Sunday school kids to apathy? Am I luring my family to denigrate the holiness of God? OR Am I leading those around me to follow the Lord with my whole heart and soul? Is the reality of Jesus Christ alive in my life so vibrantly that others are challenged to live in devotion to the one true God?

How I lead says a lot about how I follow. How I follow determines how I lead. Josiah made a covenant in front of his nation to follow God, to obey His commands and to do all that His word instructs. He promised to do that with his whole heart and soul. In a way, I made a similar covenant when I was baptized. Of course, I didn’t articulate it just that way. (I was 7, not much articulating going on then, even for me.) Am I carrying through with that covenant as I lead in my ‘nation’?

Lord, let me lead only as I follow…

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Study Tip: Details, Details

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Any studying, any time spent in God’s word, is good profitable time. I don’t think there’s a ‘wrong’ way to do it. Each Tuesday, I try to suggest a way to look at Scripture in hopes of gaining deeper insights or understanding. I don’t use all my suggestions all the time. That’s not practical. The study methods I use every time I open my Bible are to mark my list of key words (and after years of doing this the list is pretty big) and I highlight verses that grab my heart. I also underline details that catch my eye.

Some folks can read Scripture without ‘studying’ it. That’s really hard for me. There’s a real benefit in getting the big picture. That’s especially helpful with the little books in the Old and New Testament. I’m more of a ‘word-by-word, read-all-the-footnotes, chase-all-the-cross-references’ type. If you read 2 Chronicles, the overview is going to show that some of the kings followed God and blessings came. Some didn’t, and God judged. Through it all there was a gradual decline in obedience and commitment to God from which Judah never recovered.

I love the details (except for building dimensions :-) ) I try to imagine what the scenes looked like, what the bystanders saw, what cultural connection there might be. Here’s an example of one of those ‘glaze-over’ details. I was reading 2 Chronicles 30 this morning which describes how Hezekiah reinstituted the Passover. Verse 24 says the king gave 1000 bulls and 7000 sheep, and the leaders of the people gave another 1000 bulls and 10,000 sheep. My husband is a farm boy, so he’s had cows, and you only have one bull on the place at a time. Otherwise there’s a ruckus. I’ve helped him vaccinate, and managing a couple dozen critters is challenging enough. Can you imagine how hard the priests and Levites had to work to get all those animals wrangled, penned, then prepared and sacrificed? The thoughts of that much blood makes me a little queasy, but there’s a purpose in that. Sin requires a horrible payment. God wants us to hate sin as much as He does. In seeing how many innocent animals were sacrificed just to hold off judgment, we start to appreciate the magnitude of Christ’s work that removed the need for further payment for sin. Once and for all.

That’s where I get chills- when all those details point to Jesus Christ. Seeing His redemptive work fresh and new everyday… that’s what makes me get up early to study.

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The wrong way to handle success

I am a nerd. I admit it. I enjoy reading Chronicles. If you don’t get hung up on the names, there are some interesting stories. With Chronicles, you also get commentary about the individuals, sometimes including their motives. Chapter 26 tells of King Uzziah. I suppose he’s most famous for dying. (You know, Isaiah 6:1… ‘In the year that King Uzziah died, I saw the Lord, sitting on a throne, high and lifted up…‘) He became king at 16 and reigned for 52 years. That’s a tremendous burden, being responsible for a nation of God’s people, surrounded on every side by enemies, especially for a teenager. There was a prophet named Zechariah (not THAT Zechariah) and Uzziah depended on the prophet’s counsel. Verse 5 says ‘as long as [Uzziah] sought the Lord, God made him prosper‘.

However, verse 16 says, ‘But when he was strong, his heart was lifted up to his destruction…‘ After a string of successes, he decided he could set his own agenda. The rest of the chapter tells how he went into the temple with the intent of burning the incense. That was a job for the descendants of Aaron and them alone. For his presumption, he was immediately struck with leprosy and lived out the rest of his days in exile in his own house.

That’s where the story hits home – There have been times when I’ve presumed to do things my way, and expected Him to bless my efforts. He’d blessed me before with success. To me, that indicated I knew what I was doing. I was wrong. We will never get to the place where we can operate on our own. It is only when we seek the Lord that success comes. And in truly seeking God, success is no longer the goal, but a footnote.

Friday Update- Progress and Faith

This week, everybody in the house was battling some sort of cold except me. I reckon Florida immunized me. So to keep from ever getting sick again- I should move to the beach! (There was plenty of property for sale.) Alan finished up his baseball season. And Jon found out he’s changing jobs as of August 3rd (moving from Tech Service to Process Safety Mangement).

What am I writing? I am doing the final proof for Contingency. I love Bobbi and Chuck.  On the horizon, I got a ‘call for submissions’ email yesterday, so I’ll look at putting together something for that. And just when I thought I was set on the next project, I started getting ideas for another book I outlined.

What have I learned? Major geek-y stuff this week. My husband has a new computer, less than a month old. When he sits down at mine he says, ‘yours is slow’, which ticks me off just a little. I searched the ‘net this week for things to speed up my baby. I found some easy tweaks and some ways to speed up the boot time. There are a couple of utilities, TweakUI and BootVis, that I used also. I tried out Hoot Suite and Seesmic Desktop, but honestly, I still like TwInbox best for my Twitter app.

What am I reading? School starts too soon and I’m starting to read up for that. We begin with a poetry unit. I spent most of my reading time analyzing poetry. H’ray.

What did God teach me? I wrote a little bit earlier in the week about some verses God highlighted for me, but one concept that keeps coming back is the idea of ‘more faith’. Jon and I discussed it some. I don’t believe you can increase the ‘quantity’ of faith, like you have 1 unit when you get saved, then after the first crisis, you get 2 more, but if you doubt, you lose 1… Then when you pray, God doesn’t check to see if you have enough ‘units’ of faith before He decides to answer your prayer. (To heal Aunt Martha, you needed 67 units, and you only have 65. I’m sorry.)

Faith is faith. You get it all when you trust Jesus Christ. Jon compared it to a baby who is born with all the muscles she’s ever going  need to walk, even though it’ll be a year or so before she’s strong enough to get the hang of it. I’m either exercising my faith to make it stronger, or I’m trusting in myself and my faith in God is languishing. The strength of my faith isn’t going to wrestle God into doing the things I want. The strength of my faith makes me let go of those wants. The more I want, the weaker my faith.

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God on Alert

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Easter to July 051Can I take just a minute and be a mommy? Thanks. Alan had his last baseball game last night, and it was a good one! He just about put one over the fence, definitely the longest hit of the year for him AND he caught a fly ball playing defense at the pitcher’s mound. (Not just any fly ball, but a fly hit by the best player on the other team- we know, he was on Alan’s team last year.) So woo hoo! Did I mention football camp is next week?

As God brings me along, driving the reality of His love and care for me deep into my heart, He highlighted a verse while I read Tuesday morning. 2 Chronicles 16:9 “For the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to show Himself strong on behalf of those whose heart is loyal to Him.” God is on the alert, looking for ways, for opportunities to intervene on behalf of those who trust Him. Now I have to remember that MY definition of showing Himself strong and God’s definition may not always line up. That’s why it appears- to me- He’s abandoned me at times. I’m looking for Him in the wrong places.

I also have to be careful not to fall into the trap of believing I wasn’t loyal ‘enough’, and that’s why God didn’t intervene. God doesn’t operate that way. All the faith we have is a gift from Him who gives us ‘every spiritual blessing’ (Eph 1:3) God is not going to hold out on me. Faith is faith. I know Jesus talked about having faith like a mustard seed and so forth, but the point of that comparison is the God who moves mountains, not the measure of my faith. Focusing on the ‘size’ of my faith can lead to an unresolvable mess- can I get two mountains moved for grape-sized faith?

This verse in 2 Chronicles is not about my loyal heart, but about the God who seeks to show Himself strong, to glorify Himself by doing something only He can do. When that happens, the situations in my life become an avenue of worship, a chance for God to be seen for who He is, in His glory and power. Really, that’s the whole point.