It was such a simple thing, and I’d done it dozens of times before… Schedule a blog post. Once it posts, a tweet is generated with a link to the post. Straightforward, uncomplicated… At least in theory. Yesterday, the post missed its schedule. The tweet however, generated anyway with a link to a post that didn’t exist. And a minute later, another tweet was generated. And again a minute later. And again… for forty-seven minutes. (Something like that… I couldn’t count the tweets. Frankly I didn’t want to count the tweets.)
I disabled the tweets. They didn’t stop. I disabled the WordPress plug-in. The tweets didn’t stop. Finally, I deleted the post. They stopped. How embarrassing!
That was a tough lesson for this perfectionist. I have a pathological aversion to looking stupid. A tweet- the same tweet- every minute for the better part of an hour certainly qualifies as stupid. So in the face of such a techie disaster, I could choose to crawl in a virtual hole, disable my Twitter account and not post for a while… like months. Then come back under an assumed name. I gave that more than a few moments consideration. A much more reasonable reaction is to chalk it up as a learning experience, and move on. And here we are.
So near the close of the Authenticity Challenge, how does this apply to my faith? If I am putting forth any effort at all, at some point, I will fail, perhaps spectacularly. When that happens… (And that’s not saying it hasn’t already happened. Because it has.) I need to absorb the lesson and get back to work. I can never outfail God’s grace.
Tomorrow is the last post in this series… Be sure a check back for some parting thoughts. Tuesday’s post will be another study tip.
Paula Wiseman says
Kelly- bless your heart. It has been a joy to be part of this. We’ll have to give it another go sometime in the future!
Kelly Langston says
Paula…. I can so relate to this post. I have missed several posts, and it was my idea! There was a time when I was afraid to post anything because there would inevitably be a typo somewhere that someone would point out. Finally I’ve just decided that the important thing is the message, anyway.
YOU HAVE so inspired me with your posts and with your writings. I am so happy to have gotten a chance to know a little more about you. Don’t ever let anything stop you from writing..you have too many great things to share with us!
Lauren says
Oh-that is embarrassing! That stinks. Well, it’s good to know that there will be failure and it’s good to prepare. Thanks for the post!